Monday, January 9, 2012
Get a life!! (Just write...#10)
I got woken up early this morning by my whining child and a flood of text messages. My parents are back from their cruise and they had to tell me about it. I am really glad they are back. We missed them a lot. Point being that we live really close to each other and I wasn't able to see them everyday. That was hard for me. Aside from the fact that AF was here and making me extra emotional, I had a very long weekend. I don't know what to do with myself when I am here alone and everyone is at work or on vacation. I think I need to fix that. I just walk around thinking how bored I am and then I get aggravated with myself because I feel like I have nothing to do. I need to do some soul searching and find out who I am and what I want in my life. I can't just always rely on other people to make me happy and find things to do for me. I am very dependent on other people (I always have been). Well, I need to find a way to be dependent on myself. I need to find stuff to do and start loving myself for who I am cuz those people in my life won't be around forever.