Not much to say today. I woke up around 8:00 this morning which is weird for me because I usually wake up earlier than that. Oh well, I guess I needed some sleep. I don't have to go to work until 2:15 today so I have the whole morning to myself. I am kinda bored. I ACTUALLY exercised with one of my DVD's and then I ate breakfast (Raisin Bran Crunch). I don't exactly know what I am going to do now. I have been on the computer for a little while, but I might go shopping or something. I desperately need black pants for a wedding I am going to this month because I don't have anything nice enough to wear at my house already. I hate having to buy things to wear because I know that it's because nothing fits me at home. All my nice things are in smaller sizes than I am now. I can't complain though because I know it is MY OWN FAULT! I did this to myself and I am the one who has to get myself out of it. I just don't know where to begin. I know to exercise, but how? I also know what I should be eating, but how? I feel like I have been through so many diets, etc that I am now confused as to what I should be doing. I will have to think up a plan of action and then I will get back to you on that one!
I am just kinda bored and I wanted to post something today, so I am just typing thoughts as they float through my head. It is the only way I can get centered sometimes. You know? I just have so many thoughts/feelings (good and bad) that I need to get them out of me. If you are still here with me...thanks for listening!! I know I can ramble on and on sometimes, but it's nice to know that there are people out there willing to listen to/help a stranger with a kind word or some advice or what not. You know?